T'm a name of means.: meansigns and waywords and if I find an act hienous I mean it, an I/ll prove it using algebra If the form or rampart advertisement is it. If the jij pronoun is where to start & heinous housing prices. I just want to live. a life where I can talk to people, normally like Bilbo. Give meaningful gifts to peopple and smile once. Not feel that the world has gone wrong in a very specific way. whare my existance is threated with true phobic thoughts where I logically eddges around. When I gave that speech about not being able to speak, I meant it. Not for lack of trying, but Why can't life be over. I don't know what I'm doing, byt many gutteral sounds and inflextions . It would be opt to say alarm bells are going off in my head and I want to talk to anyone how will listen When I feel embarrassed to talk and I have one chance and I don't know how to speak. DON"T BLACK TECKNOLOGIES" THAT TIS NOT ABSOLUTE MESSAGE. GOOGLLE SOLVED PLUS WAY TBEFORE YOU DID, BUT JIJ IS SILIENT LIKE ME AND FOR GOOD REASON. Despite my whole existance saying otherwise. All because the spoken language is forbidden. Not literally, but all the meansigns have pointed away from speaking, all because someone wants tk live in my home, I'm ordered a gagging order.
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